Happy Father's Day (Not having you here...)

Its been 8 years since you were here and it always seems you’re still near

Taking away all my fear.

You taught me compassion, how to give, and how to live, when to be serious, how to be funny.

and how to say, “You BIG DUMMY!”

You were Fred Sanford and Bill Cosby rolled into one, thank you for everything have done.

I wish there was more that I could have done to save you. I still remember you lying there, it was my worst nightmare.

Not having you here wasn’t going to be same and I felt part of the blame.

But I’ve learn so much more not having you here, its almost like you were here.

I’m proud to be your son, thank you for being my dad and I can finally accept, not having you here.